Just Because


I just thinking about something when these words came across my mind :

"Jangan kejam dengan diri sendiri"

or in another words it means

''Don't be cruel to yourself''

I still clearly remember where that quotes came from. A few years ago, I read a malay novel but forgot the title and the author wrote this saying because the male character in the novel facing a really huge problem. He said this to his friend in which literally mean that he don't want to hurt himself anymore. Where enough is enough, stop this suffer imeddiately.

And I'm not at my weakest point yet. Even I fall, I still manage to stand up. I have very high self motivation. Whenever I am in the worst state of my life, I, Aalia Shahira will still shining as diamonds should shine. These words just to remind me that whatever happen in your life, don't ever ever thinking to be cruel to myself. Sometimes we tend to hurt ourself rather than hurting others. Kononnye, nak jaga hati orang tapi hati sendiri yang rabak . Lol tak payah nak baik sangat. Zaman sekarang kalau kau buat baik pon, orang senang pijak dan perkudakan kau. Better kau jaga diri sendiri dengan sebaik mungkin dari manusia-manusia spesies begitu. So, I have decided, I ONLY HAVE ONE HEART and I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY HEART until bleeding just because of someone else. Self love is important - Note to others. Orang selalu cakap perempuan ni lemah. Putus cinta sikit, perempuanlah yang paling merana manakala para lelaki memulakan langkah panjang meneruskan aktiviti mempermainkan perempuan. I didn't say all man, a few, and not all women are pious (tak termasuk pisau cukur, homewrecker dan seangkatan dengannya). Jadi, kalau putus cinta, I cadangkan para wanita untuk bertukar menjadi seorang yang cekal dan berkeyakinan. Jangan ingat sorang laki tinggalkan kita takkan ada lelaki lain yang baik pula. Ramai lelaki baik. I pun ingat dulu takde dah lelaki baik sebab I percaya dengan ayat "all good guy are taken". Ramai lelaki baik I kenal dan minat semua dah berbini so that's why boleh terfikir begitu. Ada je lelaki baik cuma kita tak jumpa lagi. Husnuzon akak-akak semua ye. Jap, apa I melalut cakap soal patah hati cintalah apalah padahal I (read: serious) tak pernah bercinta sepanjang duapuluhtiga tahun hidup. Ohh takk I cuma nak bagi contoh yang mudah sebab kita biasa kejam dengan diri sendiri sebab cinta sometimes. 

Oleh itu, kalau korang berada dalam masalah yang besar ke, putus cinta ke, apa ke, stop hurting and stop being cruel to yourself. Mengadu pada Tuhan dulu, minta petunjuk and calm yourself. Bila hati tenang, fikiran pun tenang, InshaAllah everything gonna be fine and alright. Allah pun tak kejam dengan kita, kenapa kita perlu kejam dengan diri sendiri kan ? I pon sometimes macam tu juga tapi satu benda yang I selalu buat I akan cakap dengan diri sendiri takpun dengan diding ke just to sort off my problem and y'know what ? Magically, I feel better after that. I senyum, tarik nafas dan yesssss let's live your life to the fullest, I told my self.

Jadi, I tinggalkan korang dengan gambar I zaman freshie di UKM sambil berfikir, ' ermm ada tak lelaki kat Malaysia ni muka macam Christos Cholidis yang very the hunk tu ? '

P/s: Kejam dengan diri sendiri pon tak boleh, apatah lagi kejam dengan orang lain. Treat others as you want them to treat you  ❤





Wordless Wednesday



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Sobre La Vida



Dear all,

Whatever happen in your life, keep going forward.
If you feel hurt, rub your chest.. so that the pain will go away.
If you feel sad, just cry because it will make you feel better after you cried.
If you feel like want to give up in life, no. Please stop to feel like that.
No one deserve to give up because whatever happen, tell this to yourself
' I am strong. I am such a strong person. I was born to be strong and I don't care what people will say about me. I'll just being myself and I deserve the best in my life.'

Your past is your past. Don't look back if it'll make you feel weak.
Keep going forward to grab your bright future.
As the journey goes on, colours your life to be colorful as you want it to be because you only live once.
Your life is your life.
Better make it be beautiful and precious that you will treasure even in another life.
Be bold, be confidence and the most important is, embrace your life.
Count everyday of your life as a blessing journey, then you will be content with your life.
And remember,
Whatever happen in your life, keep going forward.
Positive and Tawakal are the key to the glorious life.

P/s: I want to be happy and happy and happy. Yasssssss to the happy life we go !!!!!!!!


I choose unicorn because it benevolently represent the power to 'believe' anything is possible in our life :)
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Random


Hi,

Today is the first day of class after a week of holiday.
Well, there's nothing to update but I just wanna write on my blog cause I think that writing is an antidote to loneliness. When I write, I feel like some of my problem or stress has gone. So, yeah, that's is the reason why I'm blogging - To be free away from stresssSSss.

I got one story to write for today. I went to kiosk (like a food court for UKM students) to have my lunch (read: at 4.30pm). I ordered macam biasa, nasi kosong and sup ayam. Then after paying the price for that, I went to look for a place to seat and I found one strategic place near the fan. But, I don't know what got into me just now, I saw a man eat nasi looks-like-nasi kakwok- and I greeted him,

 'Ermm beli nasi kakwok ni kat mana?'
 I saw him quite shocked with it but he replied, "Ni bukan nasi kakwok. Ni nasi manggey - with his thick Kelantanese dialect'.
 'Ohh patutlah, ingat nasi kakwok jual balik tu yang tanya tu.'
 'Taklah, tadi saya keluar mendobi kat sebelah nasi manggey..alang-alang tu terus belilah'
 'ahh I see.....' and our conversation extended until we both finish our foods.

Ohh I forgot to tell this but while we having this conversation, (me at my table and he at his table), he told me to move my things to his table AND me DID IT - walahhh a thing that Aalia will never do when she meet a stranger, men especially, cause she is so alergic with that kind of species harharhar. We borak-borak till five something and well he is my two years junior and stay at the same college.

That's all for my Random post.

p/s: Random means an unknown or odd person ! :)