Adakah Ini Masanya?

 Assalamualaikum...

It's been a long time since my last post on this blog.

Aku masih suka menulis seperti dulu. Cumanya, waktu yang membataskan dan ideas untuk menulis tiada.

Aku suka melawat blog aku semata untuk membaca post-post aku yang lama dan bila dikenang balik macam kelakarnya aku ni. Apa yang aku tulis zaman dulu-dulu pun aku taktahu tapi, jujurnya..bagus juga sebab sekurang kurangnya aku ada catatan serba sedikit tentang masa laluku yang kadang aku pun lupa. Hehe

Well, the reason aku menulis untuk kali ini adalah sebab aku dapat rasakan sesuatu yang sering aku doakan akan berlaku dan datang kepadaku tidak lama lagi. Jangan tanya mana datang keyakinanku ini sebab I just can feel it. I don't know how to explain but it is there. Semoga itu petunjuk dari Allah untuk doa-doaku mengenai perkara tersebut. 

Aku dah menunggu terlalu lama mengenai perkara ini. Banyak yang telah aku lalui sepanjang menunggu ia datang kepadaku. Banyak juga air mata yang dikeluarkan sepanjang menunggu yang satu ini. Semoga, ada rezeki untuk seorang Aalia Shahira mendapatkannya pada tahun ini dengan izin Allah swt. Permudahkan dan jangan Engkau persulitkan, Ya Rab. Aamin. 

May all our prayers be answered by Him in the most unexpected way we could ever think. InshaAllah, keep praying. 

ps: Dan doakan juga untuk saudara kita di Palestine sana. 

Life After Graduate

It's official that my convocation date is on 11th November 2018.
My mum is excited to buy new clothes to wear on my convo day and of course, me too.
I still don't know what kind of clothes I should wear on that day but my mum said I should wear baju kurung. So, Baju Kurung it is but wait, what color should I buy ??? Since my robe is green.


Actually, the real point I am writing this is not about the convocation day actually. I want to talk about life after graduation. What kind of job I'm looking for or should I work with the private sector or the government sector? But, the government sector is so hard to get. Honestly, it's hard to get a job that suits your education level. Most employers in this country tend to offer a lower salary for fresh graduates as they commonly say, "We need an experienced worker. If fresh graduate wants to apply, we can only offer them a salary that is lower than what they expected". Oohh what a world we live in. We need to develop survival skills since we are young to survive in this world with our skills.

I still don't have a job at this moment after I've been through a lot of interviews. UOB, HSBC, and private school...I am still unemployed. The banks offer high salaries but of course, it takes so many stages of interviews to get work with them. The private school I went to for the interview wants to pay me less than what I asked since I have experience in teaching. It's not much..1.8K but they refused my expected salary so, I declined their offer. Am I being too choosy? Hmm..

P/s: Hire me, dear employer, out there. You won't be disappointed, I promise. 😉😊

It's 2019

Well, Hello there.

It's New Year 2019 already.
Have all your wishes for 2018 been successfully completed or not? Mine, Alhamdulillah. Some went the way I planned, but most of them did not 😂. Guess, Allah has something for me. InshaAllah. 

As for 2019, I just hope that I'll get a job that is enough to support my family and me, especially Mama and Abah. It's time for me to repay them and make our lives more comfortable than now. So, yeah...I need a job on this New Year. I hope this year brings a lot of positive impacts for me. I want to get married this year, if possible but I haven't met my soulmate yet. I don't know who he is, but I hope he is the one I've patiently waited for, the one that is always in my prayers. O Allah, the one who always knows what is best for His servant, I pray he is the one for me that You've been promised a long time ago. 

I just hope that this year will be better than before. No fake people pretending to be nice in front of me, no more false hope, and less unnecessary drama. Indeed, I want to do more good deeds, perform solah earlier, become a good Muslimah and servant of Allah, and do good to Mama Abah. Making them happy is my top priority at this moment. May He grant us the Highest Jannah and forgive all our sins since, believe it or not, the world has come to its end. Scary, isn't it? But that's the truth. Let's increase our Iman and do as many as possible ibadah to strengthen our Akidah. InshaAllah, He will never disappoint us as long as we do not forget Him 😊.

Dear Raab, I wish my family and I could be together through ups and downs💖. This year and the future will treat us better than before. As for myself, as I mentioned above, to get a job and oh, also clear skin. No more zits, no more breakouts, and the scar on my face, please🙅. Hoping my skin to have mercy on me. I truly wish for this. 

I'll pray all of us will find our infinite happiness and soulmate. No more tears for stupid things, especially the one that is called love. Have a great kickstart of the new year, everyone! Embrace yourself, embrace love. 😘😘😘