False Hope

Well, what do you know about False hope?

According to Urban Dictionary, false hope is when you look forward to something that has a strong chance of not happening and you may or may not know it. For me, false hope is when you feel something that it's yours to get but in the end, it's someone else, that is false hope and NO, I'm not talking about false hope in the relationship between men and women. Other than a relationship, we should know that false hope can come in a variety of forms. For instance, false hope in an interview for a job or for industrial training (LI). I come to realize even if the company calls you god knows how many times for your application still it will not ensure you get a place there. Why did you do this to me ??? I was very disappointed and sad 😔. Maybe, it's my fault because I already set high expectations after getting calls from their company. But still, they shouldn't have given me false hope in the first place and y'know what, there is a saying that 'false hope is worse than despair' and you are giving me that right now. I am beyond hurt. I kept coming to the office back and forth to check whether I had already gotten an offer letter from that company or not, hours by hours checking my mail to see an email from HR but no, I didn't get any single notification from their side even though I already sent an email regarding this issue to the HR. I feel anxious and nervous. To make it worse, I even had a dream about it. Tsk that shows how hard I'm thinking about my placement for the internship.

Despite that, I will stay positive and by next week if I still do not get any email from their HR then I should give up on that company. Next, aim for one of the broadcasting companies in this country. Don't give me any false hope anymore, guys because I might not know whether I can face it for a second time or not because every rose has its thorn. May Allah lead us to the right path as He is the best planner after all. InshaAllah, God is enough for us and how excellent a Guardian He is - 3:173 💮

For now, I will remain calm and control my composure in the best state I can. Pray for my internship placement guys. I really need everyone's du'a.

Hire me because if you do not hire me, see, I have 7 dwarfs to help me. Lol, I'm a very dedicated person :))) 

P/s: I'm having my first false hope syndrome at this moment because of you guys!!! 😢.